Writing after a long gap..But life has shown us many things in between of this period....
After his birthday, they rarely got time to meet. His studies, his exams and her job dont allow them to take out time except sunday, and then thats the rest day.. Even then they miss each other a lot and in the last post, the words he has wrote for her are very precious to her..But the truth is that she fights with him a lot bcoz she got hurt, every time they made a plan some how it got canceled.
She waits for him at Karvachoth, then at Christmas and then New Year also went without him as he was gone home..
Sometimes, she start getting the feeling what if he is being playing with her. He has time for his frens but whenever she wants his time, he has one or the other reason to give excuse and the feeling of getting betrayed forcing her to think negative.
And then came her birthday, and this time he was there with her for whole 2 days. They both are together with their frens joining them. They celebrate it beautifully. She is more than happy as after a long gap they have the same feelings as they had before.
But then, they plan to meet on Valentine, before this they got a chance to meet again as her MBA entrance exam center was in Delhi so they meet.
She wanna gives him a beautiful and different surprise for him on valentine, so she plans to call Radio Mirchi and she also won passes for dinner and a chocolate box, but as usual he dont came to meet her that day also as he was busy in her classes and when class got he was so tired that he didnt came down to Noida.
And the very next day, she went out of Noida for her interviews for her MBA. She went to Hydrabad, then Mumbai, then Varanasi and then her hometown where her father says to leave the job and spend some time with them as she has taken admission in Mumbai college.
They talk with each other almost everyday and that was time period when she realized his true love and he too.
First time, she felt the fear in him for loosing her. He now understood how important she is in her life, bcoz till date he has taken her fore granted that whatever happens she is with her, but now she is going away from him and he has the fear what if she starts liking someone else, what if his mistakes will separate them.
Then they meet again in April first week for a week, when she came to Noida to unpack her things and finally say Goodbye to the city...
That was the most memorable days for her...Every time, she is getting more and more confidence in her love. They both have made each other understood that the distances will not be a problem in their love. They will keep loving each other while getting closer towards their goal also.
They have fear, fear of loosing each other, fear of unknown..that what will happen in future..but have faith in their love.. And the last day came, 8th of April, she is finally leaving Noida and he came to drop her to station with a sweet blue teddy in his hand...She had never played with teddy but this is the lovely gift for her.
And they get separated, without knowing when they going to meet next time..Not for next 1 yr and after that his job will decide about their meetings. When she was in train and she spoke to him, he was crying, crying like hell...He confess that many time he lied to him for not meeting her but that day his tears has convey so much to her...She has never heard him crying like this. They both wish, if they can revert back the time bcoz they had not able to say good bye to each other bcoz of so much rush in train. That day, his love was flowing from his eyes.
Then his exams starts and he is very happy that after his exams he is going to Paris as a collage tour and summer internship. But destiny has something else for him. A day before his last exams, he got fracture in his leg, his disc got slipped and got badly hurt.
He informed her, first she though he is joking with her but then its true and she felt so helpless, she was not there to ease his pain and all his dreams, his planning went in vain...
They both are separated now, not able to talk on phone also, as he is at home from where he even can move and she is not allowed to call at her home...
Now, waiting for the next move of destiny..what destiny has plaaned for them in next phase of life and when they can able to see other each other.
