Left on Destiny....

Its being 5 months now, when they met last time and now they both are busy with their respective works..engrosses in their studies. He had recovered from his leg injury and returned to Delhi for studies and she had completed her one term. Both talk to each other more often than before, but then their schedule give them less time as expected and many things goes in between.

After a long time, she is again writing in behalf of him, and as said songs do have a special meaning in their life and now also, in background a song is playing "Zara si dil me de jagah tu, zara sa apna le bana", the same song he puts in his dailor tone, when she was away from him at home...

Nothing happening much in life. Sometimes they have smooth talks, sometimes they fight a bit but they both love each other a lot and these days, they both have a taken an opposite role as he is not able to express his love and she has start talking a lot and wants him to be like that also.

Both are having their personal problems, but being a guy he never reavels his problems and thats what always disturb her. By mistakingly their snaps, her birthday video got formatted by him and this provake lot of fight, as that was precious to her and she dont have second copy of it. But then its all part of the life and their love and they both know that thier love will pass all the hurdles of time and as destiny was the one who makes them together, destiny will always keep them together also....

A poem for Him...

Seeing the photographs of theirs, remind her of the days they spend together..Each and every single moment they spend together. Small little fights. Going for a movie where they always a fight bcoz he always insist to reach movie before 10 mins as he can’t miss a single and that’s made her irritating. The songs which have special place in their life. Dominos remind her of their last pizza they had together and that’s 2 large size pizzas they had alone. Mc Donald’s remind her of all the days they initially had of their relationship because they used to meet in Mc Donald’s only, she used to weight for him outside it for nearly half an hour every day, as he was preparing for his MBA. And every time it rains, it reminds of the rain when they were together that was the first and the last rain when they were together. What a coincidence, just now a my friend played a song “Ab to hai tujhse har khushi apni”.

Some years ago, she wrote some poems before their relationship and each and every word of her poem is becoming real now. Its like she has anticipated what’s all going to happen. Or it can be said that what all she wrote is coming real now.

There’s a riots going on in Jammu so again they are out of contact as he is not able to call her and the poem she wrote 4 yrs ago is now how her life is.

This is just for him…..

“ Tere itne karee baa gayi ki ab ik pal bhi door nahi raha jata..
Teri yaad me to ab mujhe ik pal bhi chain nahi aata..
Tumse mil nahi sakti aur sapne me tum aate nahi…
Tumse baat karna chahti hu but phone bhi tum karte nahi…
Tum door ho mujhse par har waqt tumhara saath mahsoos karti hu…
Tum kuch na bolo, par har waqt tumhari awaj sunti hoon..
Jab bhi gujre hue pal yaad aate hai, meri aankho me aansu aa jate hai..
Dil bhi mera mujhse jhoot bol deta hai ki meri aankh me dhool ke kuch kard par jate hai..
Tum mujhe yaad karte ho ya nahi, yeh to hamein maloom nahi…
Par itna jaroor batana chahungi ki hum to tumhe bhool hi nahi pate hai..
Tum to itne achche ho ki hu kuch bayain hi nahi kar pate hai…
Tumse apne dil ki baat kaise kahe, hum to sirf ik mauka hi dhoondta reh jate hai…”

Distant Love.....

Last week was our second anniversary. The very same date 19th July, when we met first time 2 yrs back and its look like that time hasnt moved further. All the happenings are still clear in her mind. Our first meeting, then second one where she left her bus in between of the way towards home just to meet him. Dont remember when she start developing a feeling for him; may be from first day itself. The day she accepted his proposal and the moment when he says to her, "Can I Hold your Hand". The moment and feeling was still alive. She always feels the same way whenever she remembers him.
He too miss him a lot. After around 1 month of thier total distance where not even a single call was made between the two. They have start talking to each other now, as he has start recovering from his injury and can move out of home. She feels alone in the new city, no frens as its takes time for her to get mix up with people, only her flatmates and some classmates but then not gud frens, all are like strangers to her and she keps on missing him.

She do study, but the moment she got free, her mind take her to him. And he is very woried about her. Everytime, he calls her, she starts crying, not willingly but listening his voice makes her cry and he always says to her, do enjoy and make frens, I cant see you sad. Its just a matter of 1 or 2 yrs and we have to make our career also.

But, he dont know that she try to enjoy and do enjoy but is alone there.

She is planning to go to Delhi in Septemper to meet him as her vacations will allow her to travel.

Distance brings people closer and makes them realize each others value....

I miss you and love you a lot Jaana.......

P.S: Puneet is not fine and not able to access net, so its his girlfren who is writing on his behalf.

My Cute Teddy....

Writing after a long gap..But life has shown us many things in between of this period....
After his birthday, they rarely got time to meet. His studies, his exams and her job dont allow them to take out time except sunday, and then thats the rest day.. Even then they miss each other a lot and in the last post, the words he has wrote for her are very precious to her..But the truth is that she fights with him a lot bcoz she got hurt, every time they made a plan some how it got canceled.

She waits for him at Karvachoth, then at Christmas and then New Year also went without him as he was gone home..

Sometimes, she start getting the feeling what if he is being playing with her. He has time for his frens but whenever she wants his time, he has one or the other reason to give excuse and the feeling of getting betrayed forcing her to think negative.

And then came her birthday, and this time he was there with her for whole 2 days. They both are together with their frens joining them. They celebrate it beautifully. She is more than happy as after a long gap they have the same feelings as they had before.

But then, they plan to meet on Valentine, before this they got a chance to meet again as her MBA entrance exam center was in Delhi so they meet.

She wanna gives him a beautiful and different surprise for him on valentine, so she plans to call Radio Mirchi and she also won passes for dinner and a chocolate box, but as usual he dont came to meet her that day also as he was busy in her classes and when class got he was so tired that he didnt came down to Noida.

And the very next day, she went out of Noida for her interviews for her MBA. She went to Hydrabad, then Mumbai, then Varanasi and then her hometown where her father says to leave the job and spend some time with them as she has taken admission in Mumbai college.

They talk with each other almost everyday and that was time period when she realized his true love and he too.

First time, she felt the fear in him for loosing her. He now understood how important she is in her life, bcoz till date he has taken her fore granted that whatever happens she is with her, but now she is going away from him and he has the fear what if she starts liking someone else, what if his mistakes will separate them.

Then they meet again in April first week for a week, when she came to Noida to unpack her things and finally say Goodbye to the city...

That was the most memorable days for her...Every time, she is getting more and more confidence in her love. They both have made each other understood that the distances will not be a problem in their love. They will keep loving each other while getting closer towards their goal also.

They have fear, fear of loosing each other, fear of unknown..that what will happen in future..but have faith in their love.. And the last day came, 8th of April, she is finally leaving Noida and he came to drop her to station with a sweet blue teddy in his hand...She had never played with teddy but this is the lovely gift for her.

And they get separated, without knowing when they going to meet next time..Not for next 1 yr and after that his job will decide about their meetings. When she was in train and she spoke to him, he was crying, crying like hell...He confess that many time he lied to him for not meeting her but that day his tears has convey so much to her...She has never heard him crying like this. They both wish, if they can revert back the time bcoz they had not able to say good bye to each other bcoz of so much rush in train. That day, his love was flowing from his eyes.

Then his exams starts and he is very happy that after his exams he is going to Paris as a collage tour and summer internship. But destiny has something else for him. A day before his last exams, he got fracture in his leg, his disc got slipped and got badly hurt.

He informed her, first she though he is joking with her but then its true and she felt so helpless, she was not there to ease his pain and all his dreams, his planning went in vain...

They both are separated now, not able to talk on phone also, as he is at home from where he even can move and she is not allowed to call at her home...

Now, waiting for the next move of destiny..what destiny has plaaned for them in next phase of life and when they can able to see other each other.

I love you...

Where shall i start from...............
My love story is now slowing down because as per my last post every body have understood how much loving and caring girlfriend i have. I am proud of her and at the same very time keeping my fingers crossed, as there are no relationship in this whole world which do not have separation period.

Same is true with me, i am in college these days and as every body know management needs lot of hard work and presentations. In this much busy circle of studies and presentations, i had some how forgot tht loving and caring girlfriend of mine.

I knew she had cried a ocean of tears because the love and care we wre sharing earlier is sum how missing in our relationship now but even though we are together there were no fights no arguements, she is such a sweet heart that even she is feeling that lonliness in her life but she has never ever revealed it infront of me but as i have written earlier her eyes speak more than her word, when ever we met and just by having a touch of my hand on her head, her eyes get wet. She dont want to cry but the emotions she have in her heart keep bouncing out of her eyes. I thank god to give me such a lovely girl, i have made her understand that when ever my studies r over and i have a job in my hand we r getting married on the same very date.

But now she cannot live without me every time i pray to god to give her strength and make her ubderstand that whatever iam doing is just for her and her only i love u sweet heart and i am sorry plz forgive me

I love u a lot

Happy Birthday Jaana.......

Why can't life be as smooth as a cream on a cake. After so many days of their seperation, when they got a chance to meet and to talk endlessly, their phone numbers are not allowing them to do so. He has given his roommate number to her, so that she can contact her. Actually, she asked his roomi number, so that she can plan a surprise for her. She called his roomi on Tuesday, till then their numbers are working and asked him, if he can arrange a cake and present him on behalf of her on his bday night. She is so excited, she loves giving surprises and recieving that too....

But but but, the nightmare begins from here only...On the very same day, numbers of both of them got disconnected, but atleast she is happy that she has conveyed her mgs. For 2 days, they talk through their roomi's number but as his roomi has also taken a new one,hi snumber too went dumb bcoz of incomplete documentation.

In between, he gave her one number of a guy so that she can arrange new numbers for both of them and she met that guy. My God, that guy was so irritating. She never feel so unconfortable in her whole life. She wish that was the first and the last time, she has to meet her.

His bday is approaching and they can't able to get the numbers. Finally, he brought one more sim just to talk to her knowing that they have already registered for new one. Afterall, it was his bday and they were not even together in his last bday also. She wished him and a long conversation in the night and she was excited that soon he had been presented with a cake and he will be too happy to see that............But, nothing happens that way and next morning she came to know that his roomi forget about that.

Well, they have a plan to meet that day after his collage. She went to South-X in Delhi and he too came there. They had a very good time, had burger in Mc Donalds and then they roam here and there but its good to feel that they are together for which they both are dying for. She is looking for a bakery shop so that she can have a cake for her. It was theri badluck or what, they hadn't find a single shop of cake in that posh area of Delhi. Now the mood shifts, she plans to do so many thing and nothing work, her eyes filled with tears and he can't bear that but then he dont had any choice except to comfort her.

The day passed and again they both had to go to their respective places. He was tired but she still hopes to spend some more time with him. They went their ways away from each other, only to meet again :)

Distances bring people closer....

Finally, after so many days of their seperation, they are together again. Its the end of Aug and he is back in Delhi to start his new collage life. Lots more expentation, lots more responsiblites, lots more stress and in between, he also have to give some of his time to someone who is waiting for him endlessly without saying a word.

He is back on 25th of Aug and his collage starts from 28th of the same month but as his parents was also with him, he still not able to listen the voice of his cocomuffin. Thank God, weekend is near. They made a plan to meet on 1st of Sep.

Oh, what a lovely day, she was shivering, hands trembling but still able to pass a lovely smile as she saw him. Nothing more to say to each other, eyes had said it all. Hands in hands, they walk in the same road of Noida. Instantly, all seems to be beautiful to her. The roads which some days before have no meaning to her is again gain her importance where they walk, they talk and they fight also...

That weekend was lovely, they made a plan to watch Hey Baby, but bcoz of her follishness that plan was never came in action :( And then time for their seperation again, he has to go back to his hostel and he left her to same known crowded place of Noida.

But, they have another chance to meet again very soon on his Birthday, the very next Saturday. She had so many plans and surprises to give him. She had already presented him a jeans but she had lot more things in her mind to do for him.

But, this time also nothing went as planned. Phone numbers of both of them got disconnected bcoz of some problem and now she has to search some other ways to be in touch with him on his Birthday.